About me

My spiritual path began when I was 21, just six months before receiving my degree in psychology — a red diploma, by the way — when I realized I was disillusioned with the field and wanted to drop out. I had devoured more books in those five years than you’d find in many libraries, and yet wisdom had not come. Something vital was missing…

Spirituality. There was no soul in any of it.
That’s when I made the first big conscious decision of my life — I chose the spiritual path and began to meditate.

“We choose only once. We choose either to be Warriors or to be ordinary people. There is no other choice. Not on this Earth.”
— Don Juan Matus

You can imagine the storm it caused around me. The system raged and fought me like I was part of a dangerous cult. I had to break ties with almost everyone in my life just to be left alone.

Those two years of deep meditation and studying the Bhagavad Gita changed me forever. I began to feel energies, travel out of body, hear God directly. I experienced enlightenment and breaking free from the Matrix. I discovered cosmic love and tantra.

And then came a rollercoaster of life trials. The suicide of the man I loved — my Twin Flame — brought me to a pain so wild, it took alcohol and drugs to numb it… followed by a long road of recovery.

Just as the teaching goes:

“If a person catches the interest of Power, it will inevitably begin to manifest in their life — first as a hurricane, destroying the fragile little world they had built: all their stability, certainty, their ideas about who they are, about right and wrong. And for a long while, life will turn into a Dark Night filled with the dying ego’s suffering. But in truth, this is the caterpillar turning into a butterfly. And once every boundary has been erased, Power will begin to flow through the person, transforming the world around them.”
— Unknown author, inspired by the teachings of Don Juan

When Power rolled over me, nothing was left standing. I had to rebuild myself from nothing. But I made it. My unshakable faith pulled me through.

And so in 2010, I received a Gift from Above — an invitation to the Canary Islands. I was born and raised in Kyiv, my personal place of power. I love Kyiv endlessly, but in 1996, in the midst of widespread poverty, my mother and I had to move to Siberia — to the city of Surgut, where I spent the next 14 years of my life, and where I eventually earned that red diploma.

But once I moved to Tenerife, I left all that behind. I worked in tourism, and probably would have drifted away from my path completely — if not for a diagnosis: cancer.
The motto of that illness — “change or die” — couldn’t have captured it better.

I woke up again, realizing that I alone had to pull myself out. The radiation treatment was more than I could bear, and I wasn’t about to continue this pharmaceutical blasphemy. So in my search for healing, I met Ayahuasca.

In January 2018,
I stepped into my first retreat
and vowed never again
to cross the threshold of a hospital.

Ayahuasca, together with Kambo, healed me completely in just three retreats. The process itself was so incredible, it deserves its own story. For now, I’ll just say — they didn’t just save my life, they lifted it to a whole new plane. I returned to the spiritual path not just for personal growth, but for service.

For two years, I attended retreats every three months. By my second retreat, I was already bringing along the clients from my psychology practice, which I had started the moment I received my diagnosis. For those two years, I would fill half the ceremony room with my patients, and I continued to journey myself — learning to walk through my own transformations while supporting others in theirs.

Ayahuasca herself taught me, from within the process, how to hold space. And when my guides — Rosa and Cristian — separated, Rosa and I led the retreats together for a full year, gathering large groups.

But when I found my Cave, I knew deep in my bones — this was my place. A space where I could fully express my vision and my way of guiding the process. Intimate groups, cozy and heart-centered, in a setting that echoes ancient temples…
By the way, Zoroastrian priests also ate mushrooms in caves.

“You are a priestess of an ancient sacred cult — the cult of the Holy Fire,” the mushrooms once told me.

Over these nearly eight years, hand in hand with the Medicine, I’ve lived through countless revelations, transformations, and Initiations.
My personal evolution accelerated to the speed of light — and most importantly, it unfolded not in silent meditation, but through tireless work for the good of all. In devoted service to the Great Power that continuously pours down its support and love — in reverent transmission of this great blessing: the Gift of Healing.

“You are 200% in your place, Lena. Please take care of yourself. The world really needs people like you,” all my clients tell me.

This website marks a new level for me.
If I spent five years leading monthly retreats filled purely by word of mouth — what will happen when I open up to a wider audience?
There will be much more work. And I’m ready.
My experience in guiding retreats is immense.

✔️ I’ve absorbed the experiences of all my clients, because I was fully present in their journeys, processing alongside them. I feel confident with small groups — and even more so with large ones.
✔️ I’ve learned to work on the subtle plane, to connect with planetary Spirits and higher consciousnesses, to create protection and clear entities.
✔️ I am a Master of Cosmoenergetics and continue to develop this practice of healing energies. I hold initiations in over 100 channels, the Egregorial Zoroastrian system, and I am preparing to reach the level of Magister.
✔️ I’ve developed a fine-tuned resonance with the field, and in ceremony, I can skillfully connect to any point of your journey, when needed, to guide you to your deepest insights.

And I don’t even want to list all my certificates here (I studied Hypnosis, Regression, Metaphorical Cards, Cosmoenergetics, Reiki, Family Constellations, Transformational Games) — you’ve already sensed that these papers mean nothing to me.

My real diploma is me: my strong health, my inner power, my wise and clear heart, my high professionalism grounded in real practice, my will — forged through trial — and my unwavering devotion to the Path of Service.
You’ll see all this and more when you come to a retreat.

I won’t just glance past you like another client — no: I will look deep into your soul. With every word, I will speak directly to the truth of what you truly need.
I won’t try to push my light or my teaching on you.
I’ll help you awaken your own Light and your own Path.

And I know I can do this, because my hand is guided from Above — by the hand of the Great Mother, first and foremost.
Her presence stands on a sacred pedestal within my inner spiritual world. She, who never gave me children of my own, transformed those unexpressed maternal energies into something vast — where each of you is a child of this loving Universe… and therefore, also mine.

Every shaman has their Linaje — a lineage of ancestors and spirit guides who direct their healing work from the higher realms. In my case, it is the Ascended Masters described by the Roerichs in Agni Yoga.
During my last Ayahuasca journey, they came to remind me that it is their hand that guides my work on Earth.
My sacred book is Two Lives by Concordia Antarova. If you know — you understand me.

What can I say in conclusion?
Here I am — pouring out my soul to you, and ready to hear yours.

For those who truly need help, and who reach out to me — I become like a locomotive, pulling them to the top of the mountain, where entirely new horizons unfold.

🌟 I adore my women, who rose from tearful depression to awaken their gifts of healing, vision, creativity, and service to others.
🌟 I honor my couples who, inspired by their own awakening, began building retreat centers to share this grace with the world.
🌟 I bow to the high souls who came to me to recognize their mission — and went forth to spread their Light.
🌟 I thank each of my clients for the sacred journey we shared. You enriched my well of wisdom beyond words through your revelations.

I ask for blessings
for all my clients —
past and future.
Without you, my gifts
might have gathered dust,
but with you — I shine like a diamond.

💎 May the Force be with us.